Tuesday 23rd June

I am tired....
Physically tired AND mentally tired!
Physically tired because although I am taking my vitamins, I don't know if they are really enough to give me what I am not getting through food anymore.
Sometimes I find myself reaching for a lollie at work, and I have to stop myself.  
I crave the sugar rush, the instant pick me up that I get from them.
But I know that I can't fall back in to old habits.
I mean, I am no angel by any stretch of the imagination, but one or two hard boiled lollies per week isn't major in the scheme of things, so I am not gonna sweat that.
However......  I don't want those one or two lollies a WEEK, turning in to one or two lollies per DAY!
Anyway, maybe I just need some sleep..... a long good deep sleep to recharge my batteries???

Mentally I am tired, cos we have so much going on at work at the moment, my work days start out as normal, but usually by about mid-morning, I have people pulling at me in all different directions, all wanting something straight away.
Then, I usually have my manager and my director both wanting things as well....
It's hard keeping everyone happy, I guess I am just damn lucky that I am so bloody brilliant at it huh?  hahahahahaha...
But, all jokes aside, there IS a lot going on at the moment, and there is a lot to learn.
It's all good stuff, but it has taken my days from being pretty bloody cruisy, to probably what others would call a "normal" workload!
And after 7 years of "cruisy" it is taking a bit of getting used to!  lol

It's Jeremy's birthday on Thursday, and we have both taken Friday off work, just for a treat.
We may even go away for the weekend, as we have both also pencilled in to take Monday off as well.
YAY!!!
The last time I had a day off was when we moved, but that wasn't exactly very bloody relaxing!!
And the last day off before that was when I went up to Hamilton for my 12 weeks check up - again, not very relaxing.
So the thought of having a three (or possibly four) day weekend is pretty freaken exciting for me!!
I plan on sleeping...........  
Although I am sure that the boy will have different ideas!  lol

Righto - I need to get back to work and get some stuff finished before I leave for the day...
Easy dinner tonight of a nice simple stirfry with marinated pork.
YUM!